Huge thanks to Netgalley and Penguin Random House for sending me a copy
in exchange for an honest review
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anxiety disorder disrupts fourteen-year-old Audrey’s daily life. She has been
making slow but steady progress with Dr. Sarah, but when Audrey meets Linus,
her brother’s gaming teammate, she is energized. She connects with him. Audrey
can talk through her fears with Linus in a way she’s never been able to do with
anyone before. As their friendship deepens and her recovery gains momentum, a
sweet romantic connection develops, one that helps not just Audrey but also her
entire family.
I’ve loved reading Sophie Kinsella’s adult books for several
years now, but I admit I was a little bit sceptical to see that she was now
branching out and writing a young adult book. However I wanted to reserve
judgement until after I’d read the book and I am so glad that I did.
This book was fantastic. It was poignant, funny, and tackled
the subject matter incredibly well. You don’t find a vast number of books about
mental illnesses on the shelves, and few of those manage to combine such
brilliant wit and empathy, creating a wonderful cast of characters and allow
the reader an insight into social anxiety, general anxiety and depression. I’ve
never seen social anxiety in particular handled so well and so accurately in
fiction.
Kinsella hits all of the points – what it’s like for the sufferer as well as
those around them. The misconceptions, the ‘well why aren’t you better, can’t
you just snap out of it’ comments. The way some people will try and make it
about them. She brings all of these into the tale and weaves them into a truly
brilliant story.
It’s a very odd mixture of writing styles. Most of the tale
is told from Audrey’s point of view, but when she takes on a documentary style
project as part of her therapy you get odd pieces of script to better convey
what’s being recorded by Audrey’s camera. An odd style choice but one that
works incredibly well for the story. It was wonderful watching the change in
these film pieces from the first one to the last one.
Audrey herself is a fantastic character. Kinsella makes a
choice to never tell the reader what events actually happened to put Audrey in
this position, but we get enough vague facts to have a rough outlin. It’s a
great choice because each reader will have a different interpretation of that
outline and will allow more people to be able to empathise with Audrey’s
situation. Audrey is bitingly funny – some of the dialogue and situations had me
laughing out loud – and slowly comes to grips with her problems, her past and
her future. Her determination to forge a more complete life for herself rather
than sinking further into her anxiety and depression was tackled wonderfully.
Her family and Linus are a great supporting cast, equal parts
realistic and caricatures, the combination works brilliantly and to sometimes
hilarious effect. I also loved that as Audrey starts to get better she begins
to take more notice of those around her and you begin to see the effect that
her illness has had on her family. Everyone has handled it differently, but
they are all so supportive of Audrey, and that is a wonderful thing to see.
Kinsella has portrayed social anxiety incredibly – it was
refreshing to read a book that tackles this subject so well. You really feel
for Audrey and that will offer people who suffer or have suffered from social
anxiety and depression a mirror to show that, look, you are not alone and it
does get better. Whilst it will also offer a valuable insight for those people
who are lucky enough to never have experienced it.
My only issue was that Audrey read like she was several years
older than 14. When I was reading it felt like she was sixteen or seventeen and
it wasn’t until I went back and re-read the blurb that I discovered how young
she was. This isn’t really a problem – there isn’t anything particularly
inappropriate happening for her age, it just felt from her voice that she was
older than that at points.
I adored this book. It’s well paced, brilliantly witty and
full of larger than life characters. It’s a wonderful quick read that offers a
much needed look at social anxiety and depression whilst remaining miraculously
light hearted. It is bound to be one of the big summer reads and I cannot wait
to hear people start to talk about it.
I can't wait for this book :D - I myself have bad anxiety, I can relate to the character lol
ReplyDeleteIt's really good. It's definitely portrayed more as a comedy which I know hasn't worked as well for some people, but I really enjoyed it and felt it handled anxiety pretty well. I hope you enjoy it!
DeleteI've had some luck with books that center around Mental Illness. It's a whole different world for me that people deal with in their everyday lives so I'm always interested in reading from a perspective like this. I like that you didn't just see how it affected Audrey but her family as well.
ReplyDeleteThe documentary style POV sounds interesting. I can't really form it what it would like in my head with the film pieces. I'm sure I'll like it though. I always like new writing elements added as long as it doesn't impede the story.
Have you ever read Life is But a Dream by Brian James? It doesn't have the humor, but it's a fantastic read. The Program also is a really good story that is centered around suicide and depression/mental illness.
The documentary filming bits were jarring to start with but the further into the story I got the more they worked and the more I enjoyed seeing these pieces outside of Audrey's head. I know that some people won't like her writing style but I really enjoyed it and thought it worked well, and I really hope you enjoy it too.
DeleteI haven't read either of those but they sound really interesting, thank you, I shall add them to my to read pile :)
I really want to read this book! I love Sophie Kinsella's books a lot - they never cease to make me laugh out loud with their quirky heroines and hilarious situations, and I am quite intrigued to see how she's going to handle such a serious concept as a mental illness.
ReplyDeleteWonderful review Rosy!
I was skeptical going on but was quickly won over. It definitely falls on the side of comedy rather than serious, but I loved the book - I really hope you enjoy it! Thank you so much for reading!
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